This poem was composed from lines written in English
201.02 on Wednesday, 9/22/04
How Could This Be So Real?
Today, I am an idiot--I can either complain or try to maintain
A positive outlook because my alarm clock and I have an abusive relationship
Like leaves and acorns falling and skimming the surface of sleepıs still glass pond,
Like river banks that start out threatening but as dreams float by shores
Become more welcoming even though I fear I have nothing to give living
And I have so much to lose as I look before me to see a present memory
Conforming to deja` vu like heredity tattooed on every babyıs face gazing
Newly awake in the unraveling blankets of something more than human fabrication
Peace requires a great wake-up wink
Of patience and understanding
Though truth doesnıt equal reality
In this poem with many voices
The smell of fall always makes me nostalgic
When sleeping on Sunday afternoon